Monday, August 11, 2014

Film of the Week: Je, tu, il, elle

Hey, 

This summer, I took a feminist film theory class at my local community college. Inspired by the films that I watched in the course, (have you seen Bound? Cause Bound is pretty amazing, just saying). I wanted to watch Akerman's 1974 film Je, tu, il, elle so like any broke college student, I headed down to my local library to grab a copy.

Here is a post regarding the film and I hope you take time to actually watch the film because it's worth the 85 minutes. 

            Watching a Chantal Akerman film is similar to recalling a painful but necessary experience, such as an immunization shot when one is a child. Perhaps growing up in narrative driven cinema with a clear beginning, middle, and end is the cause for my fidgetiness when I struggle to handle long static shots and little action. Akerman’s film is regarded as an example of hyperrealism, a term commonly placed upon her work. Her most well known film, Jeanne Dielman, 23 quai du Commerce, 1080 Bruxelles demonstrates her talent in making the mundane actions of the homemaker cinematic in its magnification.

            In order to understand the effects and affective domain of women in cinema, films such as Akerman’s must be watched not once but over and over again. Her films stray from narrative conventions and depend on actual cinema, simply put “moving pictures”. Since some of the images of the film border on black and white stills, Je, tu, il, elle shakes us out of our comfortable gaze of Hollywood films. Akerman plays Jules, the main character, who is shown in several places and situations, connected to the overarching theme of human alienation and separation. Examples of this are her interactions with herself isolated in her small room with only a small used up mattress As well, as a truck driver who speaks about his wife and expresses sexual frustration with a type of philosophy that can be discovered in any pool hall dive.

                Akerman’s film is not supposed to entertain the masses, which explains the lack of movement in the characters’ bodies. It is meant to be the fleeting images of a young female trying to find connection with the outside world. In the first sequence, Jules is speaking to the audience in a voiceover about someone in her small cramped bedroom. She spends days writing her thoughts and feelings on paper while stuffing her face full of sugar.

            She only escapes the cramped space of the room when she hitchhikes with a trucker driver and gives him the fleeting pleasure of her hand in a cold and carnal sexual encounter. This results in a confession to not only Jules but the audience as well. Some say that after climaxing people are their true selves and the truck driver demonstrates this theory when he confesses his longing for his daughter. While uncomfortable, it is the daring truth and ugly honesty one is afraid to see that Akerman puts on film.

        In the third and last act of the film Jules meets with her girlfriend and after she eats her sandwiches, they retreat to the bedroom to make love. In the tangled mess of legs and arms as they push and pull, it seems more of a primal ritual rather than lovemaking. When they stay still long enough, they are embraced in each other’s arms in a sense of longing passion that seems to be as brief as Jules’ sexual encounter with the truck driver. In the morning, she leaves her lover behind without any evidence, disappearing from the thin air from which she first appeared.

            In a film where Jules constantly cannot stay in one place long enough, Akerman touches upon the note of uncertainty in people in human desire. Sometimes it is the intimate moments of a conversation one seeks and other times it is the touch of the skin that one yearns for. Either way, Akerman understands that those wants and desires never remain static for too long; one is always looking for the next event to occur. Alienation is something that everyone must face and while some refuse to face it, Je, tu, il, elle embraces it as the cycle of humanity.

*I'll be posting some images soon so stay tuned. 

I would like to thank Moira Sullivan for her advice and support on this essay. 

Much love and go watch a film!

XOXO

Erika 

The Deer and Fox Club 


Friday, August 8, 2014

A Weekend in the City

A Weekend in the City





Hey guys,

It's Friday, which is as we all know is the beginning of the weekend! I created a set at Polyvore.com to get the juices flowing for some easy to wear pieces that can easily go from brunch at your favorite place to walking in a park with some friends.

I'll be updating the blog later this week, I'm having so much with Polyvore and making sets that I think I'm going to keep going.

Much love,

XOXO

Erika

The Deer and Fox Club

Revamping The Deer and Fox Club

Hi everyone,

I am just leaving a message that I am revamping the blog website to make it better for the both of us! I will still be talking about the things that I normally do, but am going to try to make it visual appealing. I'll be sharing things that I am obsessed with as well as what's on my book shelf and closet. There will be posts about exploring the city and talking about funny things that happen.

Much love and I will talk to you soon!

XOXO

Erika

The Deer and Fox Club

Monday, January 27, 2014

I CAN'T GET THAT SONG OUT OF MY HEAD! My Current Music Obsessions.

Hello! I felt the need to put up a post since I am trying to make it a habit in my daily routine. I decided to compile a list of some of my favorite songs that I can't help but hit repeat on my iPhone. These are my latest song obsessions and my housemates can testify to this since I blast them high in the shower. Here it goes!


I discovered the song by accident, you know, one of those random radio stations on Spotify kind of things. ANYWHO! I am obsessed and find myself playing it while walking in between classes and writing papers. The lyrics are sparse but well chosen and lovely. I don't want love...except from The Antlers, of course.  

We wake up with pounding heads, 
Bruised down below.
I should have built better walls,
Or slept in my clothes. 

So if I see you again,
Desperate and stoned, 
Keep your prison locked up,
And I will leave my gun at home. 

I don't want love.
I don't want love. 


I have been listening to the Dear Science album a lot lately. My favorites are Love Dog, Halfway Home, and Family Tree. The lyrics in Family Tree are amazing and honestly endearing. Lead singer Tunde Adebimpe does a great job on vocals. The melody is haunting which makes me love it a little bit more. 

Under my love
Wake up to your window
The day calls in billows 
It's echoing moonlight on to the blue nightmare of your heart
In cozy red rainbow
It's shaking off halos
And the memory of our sacred so and so's 


Another accidental gem. I play this frequently while studying or cooking in the kitchen. Singer Kristian Matsson has amazing vocals that reminds me of a weird wounded Swedish Bob Dylan (don't ask why). The lyrics are amazing on its own but the instrumentation only adds more depth. A staple in any playlist. 

And as the early sign of dawn of thunder I see you stir the fog around
And when you find the boys and gears of sunset we'll hear that high and lonesome sound, oh
And I will question every wind if they gone through the glow of your eyes
Oh, you're just a riddle in the sky
Oh, where do my bluebird fly?


I first heard this song while watching Celeste and Jesse Forever, which is an amazing movie! Ugh! Favorite movie ever, but that's for another list. Sunny Levine provided a lot of the music for the film and this one just happens to be my favorite. I happen to listen to it a lot when I'm riding the bus. 

Nobody's saying nothing at all
Baby why don't you break down the walls
A little something to brace the fall
Somebody help me place my call



Writing for one of my classes, I had to make a playlist so that I had the energy and inspiration to write over 20 pages of script every week. This one was chosen in a random shuffle and ever since then, it has been in the majority of my mixes and playlists. Jessica Lea Mayfield has a gorgeous voice without any of the fancy frills that other female singers have. Armed with a simple guitar, this song is more powerful than a thousand Def Leppard songs (Oh, yeah. I went there). 

I don't know the meaning of love
But I know the meaning of fear
What will I do when that day comes
And I don't have you here




Another one from the almighty shuffle button. All songs have stories, but I love when stories become songs (if that makes sense). This is a cute one about seeing someone you fall in love with instantly because of the music that they like (story of my life, psh). It's a great song to play in the car while you're on your way to the record store to possibly meet your next lover. 

So comfortably comfortably comfortably stuck in my own world
You can call it a dream world, the day that you came in. 
I was watching you, watching me, watching you sit at the table
In your hand is a copy of the record laying in my bag. 


I have a passionate love and am a follower of Patti Smith. I adore her with every fiber of my little heart and I would love nothing more than to meet her and talk to her about her life experiences. I got the Horses album on vinyl and have been playing it on my tiny record player in San Francisco whenever I get the chance to go back home. One of my favorites is Free Money, a song about providing for loved ones. Since it was hard for Patti to make ends meet when she first moved to New York, I feel like I'm getting closer to knowing her every time I hit play. 

Find a ticket, win a lottery,
Scoop the pearls up from the sea
Cash them in and buy you all the things you need.

Every night before I rest my head
See those dollar bills go swirling 'round my bed. 
I know they're stolen, but I don't feel bad. 
I take that money, buy you things you never had. 


I like several Cure songs but the one that tops the list is Disintegration. With a catchy beat and dark poetic lyrics that flow effortlessly from the painted red lips of Robert Smith, this song is sure to get me singing terribly along in the shower (along with some jazz hands). I cannot get enough of it and am considering making a CD mix for my housemates to listen to because this song has to be in everyone's music collection.  

But I never said I would stay to the end so I 
Leave you with babies and hoping for frequency 
Screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy 
Screaming me over and over and over I leave 
You with photographs pictures of trickery 
Stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery 
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams 
When we both us knew how the ending would be

Keep on keeping on!

Erika 

The Deer and Fox Club 





Thursday, January 2, 2014

Some of My Favorite Items in the New Year!

Hello! I would like to share with you some of my favorite items for this New Year in 2014. While they range from quirky to chic, they are necessities (at least for me).







The Criterion Collection Edition of Rushmore
Anyone that knows me personally knows that I love Wes Anderson with all my heart. He is not only forever my top man crush monday choice but he is also someone I look up to for his humorous storytelling abilities. The first Wes Anderson film that I ever saw was Rushmore and it will forever be my all-time favorite movie. Max Fischer played by a young Jason Schwartzman makes the act of borderline psychotic stalking and destruction of property almost cute and lovable (correction, only when he does it). Bill Murray also shines in one of his most serious yet funny character roles as Mr. Blume. Rushmore is a film that I continually recommend to close friends and family members. I even used one of Max Fischer's lines as my own yearbook quote for christ's sakes! I am obviously obsessed.  

"I've saved Latin, what did you ever do?" - Max Fischer. 

Nothing, until I saw this movie. 

                             



Coco Mademoiselle Chanel Perfume 
I have loved and been obsessed with this fragrance for a while now. It goes with any occasion and outfit, I personally enjoy it with a simple white slouchy shirt and dark wash jeans with flats. It smells like roses in a gorgeous full garden...and what I think Cate Blanchett would smell like (don't ask me why, cause I'm not sure). It's surely a fragrance that deserves to be on the top cabinet of everyone's drawers.  Do I like it more than the classic Chanel No.5 perfume? While I can't compare it to such an icon, I can say that this version is more sensual yet sweeter than No. 5. It's like Chanel No.5's younger and adventurous sister...who happens to live in a chic yet small apartment in France.








Kindle Fire HD
Okay, this is the thing that I cannot put down or keep away from my sight! I just want to announce that I am in love with my Kindle Fire! It is one of the best gifts that I have ever received and encourage everyone to get one! I've read many amazing books since receiving it and enjoy toting it around in my purse while I'm on the train or bus. It kills time and I can download my books quick and easy. I've read Just Kids by Patti Smith, which is an AMAZING book and currently re-reading Haruki Murakami's Sputnik Sweetheart. If there is anything that I love. it's the ability to carry over twenty different books and PDFs in my purse/backpack! 











Tieks Flats by Gavrieli
I ADORE FLATS! Not only are they comfortable and effortlessly chic BUT they really compliment any sort of outfit one might have. These are great because of the cushion, which provides the ease without any of the bulkiness other flats have. The flats even came with two bags: a tote bag and a small bag for the flats as well as a thank you card written personally by the Tieks team! TOO AWESOME! This all wrapped up in an adorable little box with a flower ontop! I adore these flats and will wear them from the local grocery market to a night out with friends. 

Also, did I mention the rad color-blocking of the soles?! Cause it's preeeeettty rad! 






    

Yves Saint Laurent Rouge Volupté in No. 9 Nude in Private
Lipsticks are lipsticks, am I right? Many will disagree with me on this statement (especially those who have makeup blogs). Now, I'm not saying that there isn't a difference between certain lipsticks. Some have better pigments, longer lasting power, better scent, and overall full coverage. There is no argument there, but for someone like me (who still is in college and cannot afford to spend money on high-end brands of lipsticks) I can't afford to spend my money on just any old brand. However, the difference of this Yves Saint Laurent lipstick is the pleasant smell and moisture it leaves on lips. No. 9 also known as Nude in Private is a pinkish nude/beige that I can just swipe on and head out the door. 

Now, I am not saying that people should go out and spend over thirty dollars on a tube of lipstick. What I am saying is that if you do decide to buy a high-end brand, make sure it'll be one that you'll get a lot of use out and can go with many different things in your wardrobe. Think of it more as an investment piece. Any lipstick that you wear every now and then, then it's better to get it from the local drugstore. This brand and color just happens to be one of my favorites. 






                                                             
Lindt Lindor Truffles 
I adore chocolate and one of my favorite brands is Lindt. Sometimes a girl just wants to come home, slip on their slippers and stain covered hoodie, watch crime shows on Investigation Discovery and melt away with some chocolates. Some of my favorites range from white chocolate to milk and peanut butter. Each one melts in your mouth (especially the white chocolate! So good!). IF you're having a hard day or just feel like treating yourself, Lindt is the to-go brand for chocolate...well, one of my to-gos. 


Some favorites in the New Year! 

Much love!

Erika
The Deer and Fox Club




and A Good Thursday To You

Hello!

Welcome to my blog space known simply as The Deer and Fox Club. In this area of...website, I will be talking (droning) about thoughts, ideas, situations, events, and anything under the sun. This is my first entry and there will be more to come! Please feel free to drop a line and ask questions, I would love to hear from you. Topics that will be covered in this space will range from music, books, writing, style, fashion, and more.

I hope you enjoy this little blog of mine!

Love,
Erika
The Deer and Fox Club